UGHHHHH [28 Jul 2005|08:18pm] [ mood | annoyed ] Okay...so I am really really ready to be at UC and just start my college life and be outta here for a little while. I'm so sick of this summer. Everyone says its supposed to be the best summer of your life... Well for all you ppl younger than me... WRONG. This summer blows ASS. Working a 40 hour week in a stupid heated factory sucks so bad. Althought if I wasnt in the factory I would just be sitting at home doing nothing because all of my other friends have full time jobs as well. I don't go out during the week. I don't see my friends. I hardly even see Kyle anymore. I have to go to bed at 10:00 to be able to get up and work at 6am. ughhhh i have no night life. The only good thing that has happened this week is that I got my labtop in the mail. and I am back on the web. Dear livejournal... I'm sure you missed me. okay so enuff fuss and fight. Im going to go see if my dogs want to play cuz im really frickin bored. feedback

MyRtLe...Here I come!!!! [02 Jun 2005|10:47pm] So Graduation is over and the weekend of Graduation was a blast!! My party was a great turn out and I enjoyed seeing everyone there! :) Now on to bigger and better things... We leave on Sunday for South Carolina!!!  Myrtle Beach better be ready for me cuz here I come! :) Tonight I packed up all of my clothes and little odds-n-ends that I am taking with me on the trip.  I am so pumped!  I was sure to pack my blow up doll!  He will keep me company at night when everyone else is having random hook-ups!  Not this girl.  My mom and I went and got manicures and pedicures done the other day so my nails are all ready for the beach!  Let's hope the weather sticks out for us...the group that is down there right now has had horrible luck!  So anyway thats about all I have for now.. teeee heeee:) 2 : ):: feedback

Fun Filled Weekend!! [16 May 2005|10:09am] [ mood | excited ] So this past weekend marked the last "official" weekend of being a high schooler!! :)  What an awesome/wierd/came-so-fast feeling!  Don't get me wrong, I'm so excited that Graduation is just around the corner, (like 13 days!) but it feels like just yesterday I was beginning my senior year.  It sure is crazy how time flys.  People can try to explain how fast it goes, but you really have no idea untill you experience it.  THURSDAY-  Today marked the last day of me working at the Coffee Shop!  :)  I feel like I have been waiting for this day since I began there.  Not that I hated the people I worked with or working there all together, but I hated working with food and smelling like bacon, mayo, and coffee every time I left that place.  Ewww.  I will miss the coffee though!  A lady that I worked with for probablly about two months (shes cool as hell) sent me balloons for it being my last day and the Owner gave me dinner on her!  How nice. HeHe. FRIDAY-  Oh to kick off  the weekend we were going to have a Senior Party at Britt's house but then it rained and a bunch of underclassmen were talking about going there so it started to get spoiled.  Me and Heather wanted to go our and start early so we went and hung out with Andy, Rob, and Max at the Shop for a while.  Then Heath decided she wanted to go to Caleb's so I was going to just drop her off and then go find something to do, but Krista and Ross and some other people were going to go as well so I stayed.  We sat around for a while and chilled and then a ton more people showed up.  Caleb was getting aggrivated and wanted to leave (but no where to go).  He started being retarted and doing backflips and shit all over his couches and stuff.  It was funny as hell but I thought he was going to kill himself.  Then me and Heath were running to go down the hall way to the bedrooms and Caleb put his foot out in front of me (but I didn't see it) and yelled "TRIP" and I went flying along with everything in my purse flying out.  Then I started chasing the little shit around his house about ready to kill him.  It was definitely a good time.  But then Caleb still wanted everyone to leave so I ventured to Bremen and chilled at Kyle's.  Then I guess Britt ended up having a party later on.  I called Heather on my way home at like 2:30 and she was still up drinkin.  She makes me proud :)  It was a very long night though!  SATURDAY-  I woke up at like 11:00 to my parents having an unexpected Garage Sale, a bunch of Rain, and feeling very very tired.  I was pissed because it was raining and cold out.  Claire Bear called me and we went to pick up my flower for Prom and then to K-mart to get some stuff we needed to the day (Claire was going to the wedding with Adam).  I didn't even end up showering untill like 1:00 and I had to be ready and in Bremen at 3:30.  I wasn't worried cuz I really had nothing to do.  I did my own hair this time so that I wouldn't look like a frickin poodle:)  We went out to Alex's cottage for dinner where the guys cooked out for us!  We all sat around and drank a little before we went to the Prom.  Schnelle, Kendra, Kyle, and Mel stopped out before they went to Jay's sister's wedding for the evening.  The dance was a fun time.  Afterwards they didn't live up to their "after after party" from last year, but it was still a grand ole time:)  I was up drinking until 7:00 and then I came home and slept for a little bit. SUNDAY-  Claire called me at like 8:00 and wanted me to go to breakfast at the BA with them.  I was way too tired so I went back to sleep.  She called me at 11:00 again and said that I should go out to Jay's farm and chill with her, Schemmel, Adam, and Kyle in the camper.  So I went out there and Claire and Adam were STILL drinking from the night before.  We stayed out there for a little while and then we went over to Kyle's and we woke Kari's lovely self up.  She looked like she had a great/ruff night. HeHe... Then we went to Adam's brothers where they were opening the presents from their wedding and drinking some beer.  It was a fun time.  Then I felt like going home and sleeping but Krista called me and asked me to bring some stuff over and I just ended up staying there and eating some dinner with them.  Then Krista and I drove back to Bremen to Adam's brothers because they were all still drinking over there.  Claire had quite the Saturday and Sunday :P  Me and Krista went back to her house and had Stan make us chocolate milkshakes and then we wated Desperate Housewives (which I HATE), Home Makeover (which I cried) and some other show I forget because I fell asleep.  Then me, Ky, and Krista all slept over at Krista's.  I kept falling asleep and waking up to different parts of Kylie and Krista's convos.  It was interesting ha.  MONDAY-  Today was very long and tiring.  I was running on very little sleep and energy.  I went to school (only 3 more days!) and then came home worked on some laundry, took a shower, and went to sleep.  I slept till prolly 4:00!  Good stuff.  And now I am very tired and ready to go to bed.  I need to get ready for a week of fun.  The plans keep on being made for this last week of school:)  So as for now I am going to finish wathicn the bachelor and go to bed! 1 : ):: feedback

I love my new journal! [09 May 2005|06:19am] [ mood | tired ] Ashlyn did my journal soooooo cute last nite!  I am in love with it :)  But I have to go to school now, I'll write later! byeeee! 3 : ):: feedback

Ohh I'm tired... [02 May 2005|01:13pm] So the long fun-filled weekend has left me feeling very tired and wanting to just cuddle up in my bed and watch t.v. all day long and sleep.  Friday night I kept it low key, after babysitting for a little while, and drove people around.  We went to a party in St. Henry where I saw Kendra, who I haven't seen in a while, and Schnelle.  This house was kinda shitty but the party was huge, although I didn't know many people.  We went upstairs to check out the party up there and we were just hanging out.  All of a sudden there were people walking around on the story above us and the ceiling just fell on us!  It was insane!  We had shit all over us from the ceiling and it kinda hurt the head haha but I'm alright.  Needless to say, after that we didn't trust the upstairs very much so we went back downstairs.  Meanwhile, there were 2 St. Henry cops sitting outside watching the house.  (I guess St. Henry cops are really cool though and don't do anything.) So some of the guys went out and talked to them and they said to get all underage people out otherwise they would have to come in and bust eveyone.  So we ended up leaving.  Quite an eventful evening though. Saturday I woke up in a very excited mood.  It was PROM!  I didn't really feel like getting ready at first but then I was pumped.  I showered and went to get my hair done at 1:00 and we were leaving at 2:30.  So I never had this lady do my hair b/c my sister always did it for me and well she couldn't this time because she is in Cali. so I was taking my chances.  After I was all done and looked at my hair I looked like a fuckin poodle.  So I went home, 1:30 now, and re-washed my hair and had to figure out how I was going to do it.  So I was freaking out because my hair wouldn't cooperate with me.  I ended up making it look somewhat decent, with the help of Karen, and got my makeup put on and was ready by 3:15.... everyone was waiting on me at Mags!  But its okay... we are supposed to be fashionablly late right?!  So then we went to Bella's for dinner which no one wanted to eat we were all just ready to pre-game!  So we hustled there and then went to get our pics taken at the Hall and then back to Maggies.  We went up to the Promenade and were the 1st ones thru, so I think we kinda canceld Moo and Kay's judging sheets (sorry girls :) Then it was back to Mags for a little more fun and then off to the Dance!  The dance was pretty cool, it just seemed like there weren't many people there, smallest dance I've been to... The Prom Queen Nominees were Krista, Kylie, Maggie, Me and Queen Ali Brotherton.  The Prom King Nominees were Ross, Nick, Graves, Tom, and King Chris Chiles.  Congrats Guys!! :)  At the end of the dance, like always, they played the Graduation Song...which at Homecoming and Sweethearts...we shed a few tears...but at Prom..me and Katt were a mess!! :(  It was out last dance together as a class.  For some reason our class has been really close at its moments and total enemies at others.  Lately we've been really close and its sad that we won't have moments like these anymore! After Prom seemed to be pretty low key this year, not many people were there.  Princess Sophia (Buttney), Princess Madeline (Mags) and Princess Mia (Me) got some taco bell and went to the roller rink with our dates and then up to the school.  At the auction I won a Mini-Fridge, beanbag game, $25 gift certificate to Style Salon, and I won these 2 free sitting fees for Lange Photo. that no one was bidding on so I just took em.  Thought maybe we could go get a big group pic of our friends... so I opened it up and it said only for a senior of 2006 could use it.. I was mad so they gave me my money back hehe:)  After all that it was quite a night and I was tired and had a huge headache.  My head hit the pillow and I was gone. Overall it was a pretty good time.  At least there were no run ins w. Officer Cummings this year! :) I was glad to get to see Molly and Kay at the promenade.  And I got to meet Sage!  I wish I could have hung out with her!  And Mr. Gahagan is on my shit list because he didn't come to the promenade! (be sure to tell him that Moo)  So Molly and Kay will be home in a few weeks for good. I can't wait!!!!  13 days of school left for the seniors!  We gotta get workin on our senior prank!  My graduation party is May 29th 4:00-8:00...Everyones welcome so mark your calendars :P     feedback

:S [19 Apr 2005|07:09pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | Love You Out Loud ] Last night I talked to my Grandma on the phone... She was talking about how they were cleaning out all of my Great-Grandma's things out of her house and found letters from (what would be my) Great-Great-Great-Grandma and Grandpa's... they were from the 1800's and such. Kinda neat, I can't wait to see everything. On Easter my Grandma brought all of the jewelry to Me, My sis, Mom, Aunt and Cousin to look through... I got some cool vintage looking things. (Molly got all the good stuff tho :P ) But my Grandma was talking about how just before she called me, she had picked up the phone to call Granny... :( She made me cry.. I miss my granny.. she was a good lady. Molly is in Cali for good. It's so hard to get ahold of her since they are three hours behind us and she is always working. I haven't talked to her since she left. (two weeks ago Friday) She has really put a damper on my hair style by moving out there...It looks like ass. And for prom its going to look even worse! She says she will be home for my Graduation, and I really hope she is, or I'll be muy simpatico. She found a roommate so she won't have to pay $1400 for rent for her apartment. Her name is Lexi and she was born and raised in Cali (L.A. I think?) But she has been on her own since she was 16 (and she will be turning 21 in May) and she has been living with her brother and one of his friends and it was just not working out. It'd be cool to meet her. My brother has a new girlfriend as well. My mom got to talk to her on the phone the other day and Lauren (his g/f) said that they just got back from going out to dinner and Scott actually did his hair for once.. and didn't wear a hat! I was very impressed by his grooming ability:) (Love ya bro) She is going to be going to Illinois for graduate school and then hopefully back to the Columbus area to get her PhD. Yep, she's going to be a Doctor!!! So hopefully things work out for my brother. It's been a year since he's had a girlfriend...cuz that stupid bitch Audrey (who I hated from the beginning) cheated on him! So, I'm really excited to meet Lauren! Scotty said that its really wierd because everyone says that you usually find a girl that is like your mother... and he said that Lauren reminds him so much of mom! How cute:) Maybe she will be coming to see me at prom/graudation! Mom and dad are being crazy and deciding (once again) to do some big project before graduation. Dad wanted to put a whole new kitchen set in, but it will take 6-8 weeks to get the cupboards and stuff in, and we only have 6 weeks! So instead they are going to go get carpet for the whole upstairs (including my bedroom) which means I'm going to have to get everything out of my room so they can lay carpet. Not like we have enough shit to do before graduation!!! Ughhh... oh well! Whatever parentals. I got my tattoo redone on Friday and it still hurts like a bitch.  I think its either infected or I have done something really wierd to it because the color is looking way off from what it did when I got it done.  I called the place today and they said to come on in and they will take a look at it and if they need to re do the color they will do it for free.  I think I might let it heal up first and then go in if it still looks shitty and have them redo the color.  School is winding down. As of today we only have 21 days left. I'm getting really excited because there is so much to look forward to for this summer and the fall. But today in yearbook I had to design the pages for graduation and write up the little article that is going to be on those pages. It was kind of a tear jerker. At the end of your senior year, the only thing your worried about is getting out of there and passing government class so that you know for sure you are going to be tossing your cap with the rest of your classmates. You don't look back on the past 12 years that you have spent with your friends and classmates, thats the least of your worries. But sometimes it just dawns on you. No more waking up in the morning to go rush to the "L" to get all the fresh gossip from the day before. No more sitting in the student section at the football and basketball games (we will be venturing to the side stands where all of the "grads" sit). No more standing on the side lines cheering for the boys that have the cutest football uniforms ever! No more getting all decked out in our blue and gold apparel to go scream and yell untill we have no more voice. No more shopping for the perfect homecoming, sweethearts, and prom dresses with the perfect accesories (usually consisting of jewelry of course, some sunglasses, and whatever theme decoration we choose to do), and the hottest shoes on the market. No more attending the dances listening to, of course, "The Graudation Song" by Vitamin C and getting in a huge Senior Circle and Me, Kristy, and Amanda bursting into tears. There's so much stuff that we take for granted that we don't even realize. Every so often it hits me and I get quite emotional about it. The people that we've grown up with and gotten to know inside and out for the past 13 years are all going to be going different ways and doing different things. The people who we think are our friends now, may not be in a year from now. But, even though we are going different ways and doing different things, we will always have one thing in common... We are the class of 2005 :) So after all that sappy stuff...I'm going to head out for the afternoon! Bye!!! (OH YEAH...I'm still jealous of you KAY and MOO! Teach me how to make my background pretty!! PLEASE!!!!!!!!!! LOVE YA!) 1 : ):: feedback

Oh I Love this weather!!! [18 Apr 2005|03:14pm] What a wonderful day! 81 degrees right now! ahh i'm so pumped! Kay.. I love your new web design! thats sooooooo cute!!! I wouldnt even know where to begin on something like that!?! haha very adorable.. and I enjoyed your poem that you wrote last nite... your my favorite little writer :) ahhh...Moo called the other day and said her interview went pretty well, so hopefully thats a good sign of a job for her this summer. Miss Kay needs to get workin on a job... :D I think I might be going to OSU this weekend for the Spring Game.. should be some fun. But its either there or Cincinnati? soooo i duno yet... or stay home and party... The spring has shown what its supposed to be like during your senior year around SM... I've been enjoying myself.. only 22 days left of school! Its very insane to think about...Yesterday we had the anual Junior Vs. Senior Powder Puff Football game... well we lost! hehe oh well :) I still had fun and I TACKELED SUSAN MANN!! thats all that counts.. but today my body is aching.. I feel like I got beat up real bad. all in fun and games though...hmm im very bored and i duno why im still inside so im gonna go out and enjoy the lovely sunny weather!! BYEEEE! 1 : ):: feedback

Spring was here...but now its hiding again! [02 Apr 2005|03:08pm] [ mood | chipper ] Today is a dreery day- it windy, cold, and rainy and I hate it.  This weeks weather was awesome!  The sun was shining, my car was hot every time I got back into it, and it was "window weather"!  but now they are calling for snow and its April!  How redic.  Last night we had the fourth anual Student vs. Faculty Challenge and Mr. MHS contest.  The students almost had the teachers, only a loss of 6 pts.  Not bad.  Jonny Burke is the new Mr. MHS.  All of the guys did awesome!  But congrats to Jonny (the muscles won it :)  I had to escort Justin, who decided to dress like Ron Burgendy off of Anchorman.  The hair, mustach and all... it was a funny moment.  Fird's question last nite was "what does school spirit mean to you?"... and he said it was things like this (the mr. mhs contest, bball games, fball games, etc...) that makes school spirit live on, when we go to college we arent going to have the school spirit like we do in high school.  the friday nights out on the field....everything.  Things latley sure have been dawning on all of the seniors.  Its not much longer till we all graduate and go our seperate ways.  I've seen with a lot of the previous classes that have graduated, how much they don't hang out as a class anymore and how much they lose contact with one another.  Looking at it now we say oh that wont happen to us, we are different.  But in all reality- it will.  So 7 weeks (and counting) till we are done with high school... of course im excited for college and the next step in life, but these last 7 weeks could last forever too, and i would be happy.  Its the friendships you gain with the people you have gone to school with since kindergarten, the people that are always there for you, the memories from gradeschool, junior high, and high school that you will always have and that I will always cherish!! So seniors, for the last 7 weeks...Live it up:) On a lighter note... I got my prom dress!!! weeeee :) and only 4 weeks till prom!! (sm prom ne way) I'm goin to bremens prom too!  I get to wear my dress twice :) how fun!  Then the graduation parties will begin... oh fun times. My sissy leaves on thursday to start driving out to California!!!!  Shes so excited, but she has so much stuff to get done.  My dad and her are driving out there Thurs, Fri, and Sat, and my dad is staying out there till Wed. and then My mom is flying out there on monday and staying out there for a week..  I get shafted and dont get to go out there.. but mawls said she is going to fly me out there as a graduation present!! :)  She will be home for my graduation party too... and we are goin to have an "official" going away party for her then... sooo...4 weeks till prom, 7 weeks till graduation, 8 weeks till Myrtle(!!!!!!!), and 5 months till Cincy!!! yaya :)...[that seems like a looooong time] feedback

Spring Break...well for Moo and Kay [21 Mar 2005|06:16am] Moo and Kay are home!! Kay came over Saturday and brought me my wrist bands that my mommy ordered and then me Kay and Moo came over and watched the senior dance video and checked out my scrapbooks and little stuff like that and then we went out to eat Sun. night and then out to Kays where karaline did my english homework, painted me and moo's nails to make them look hot with nail polish on, and we chitter chattered for the evening. It was a fun time! hopefully i'll get to hang out with them some more over their break. Friday night was the blahs. Saturday night was an awesome party in Bremen. :) the girls won flip cup!! Me and Amy destroyed everyone! I can't wait till next year when we will be down at UC together!! weee :) okay but I am off to school, no work today thank the lord.. I'm quite tired. I think I'll be takin a nap when I get home. BYEE feedback

I HATE SNOW... [10 Mar 2005|09:16pm] [ mood | I hate snow! ] I'm so sick of this cold weather... I want spring to be here... I hate walking outside and seeing white powdery stuff covering the ground and my car and falling into my hair... I hate having to wake up 15 mins. earlier than my normal time and defrosting my car so I can drive to school... which reminds me I need to go get gas and I dont want to go out in this God awful snowy cold weather :(  I'm so sick of snow!!!!!!!! when will it be over? spring is supposed to be here in a week and its snowing still and it depresses me!  Its been too long of a winter.... i think there is more than one reason that has made it a long winter, could just be me tho.  i went through all of my younger year pictures tonight for my mother to decide which ones she would like to put in the Parent Ads of the yearbook... I never knew what such a cute kid i was... geesh what happened?  yeah but anyways i found some really cute ones... and there was one of me and my granny...got me a little teary eyed... her rose that i hung in my bedroom is officially dried out... but it is still georgous.  tomorrow is friday which means breakfast at ches's house at 6:30 am for seniors.....which i have been trying to make myself get up and go to the past 5 weeks.... but every time i tell someone i will pick them up...either one of them call me and say they are too tired and going back to sleep or i call them and tell them im sleeping in... i was thinkin bout goin to bed early tonight so i can get up and go tomm. but i duno if i see that happening cuz CSI is on :) [great show] saturday i have to be at UC at 8 a.m. which means getting up around 4:30 to get ready and be on the road by 6:00ish.... not going to be fun taking my placement tests after close to 2 hours of driving and little sleep from the nite before... i may just have to stay in friday nite and sleeeeep :S.... can u say loser?  on the brighter side, my mom said if she goes with me we could go shopping and look at the bridal places to see if they have my prom dress that i want anywhere down there... i think i have her convinced to buy it if we find it somewhere!! [cross your fingers]...that will save me $550 :) Yes kay i am going to CC'05! wouldnt miss it.. haveny purchased my tickets yet but I am going fer sure!  and i have no clue where im staying, but a moo moo, kay kay, meg meg reunion sounds splendid.... but i think one will have to occur before then... maybe spring break cali style... i will provide some entertainment! ........but as for now back to my CSI.... and then to bed....maybe to senior breakfast! nite :) feedback

Congrats riders on a great season :) [09 Mar 2005|10:57pm] [ mood | excited ] So unfortuantely, tonight marks the end of the basketball season w/ a loss to Upper Sandusky by 9 points.  But what an awesome game and way to end the season.  Not many boys basketball teams from SM can say that they were WBL, Sectional, District Champs and Regional qualifiers.  Well done on the season and memories.  Congrats to Wes as well for being the high scorer of the game with 40 pts.  Unbelievable!As for now...  It's time to hang the Rider gear in the closets cuz this will be the last "crowd enthuzed" games of our high school years.  No more sitting in the student section or cheering on the sidelines for our fellow classmates... it's kind of depressing when you look at it that way.  Although I am so extremely excited for college, always a true Roughrider at heart, and its quite hard to leave that behind.  This week has been flying by, I don't know where it all went.  Tomorrow is already Thursday!  For seniors, we only have 9 weeks of school left!!  Holy cow isn't that insane?  2 weeks till Spring Break...7 weeks till Prom... 9 weeks till we are out of school....10 weeks till graduation...11 weeks till Myrtle!!!! The countdown has begun.  And then we have the summer...great time for Kick Ass 4th of July party (hopefully this year we dont have to hide in a corn field from the cops)... Country Concert 05!! (my first one :)...oh and many more!! But as for now, I get to finish off being a Senior and living the final memories of High School...!  Its going very fast and keeps getting faster! weeeee Kay's calling me! Off to bed :) 1 : ):: feedback

Long night! [06 Mar 2005|08:45pm] [ mood | tired ] So friday evening we chilled at KD's for a while and some ppl sat in the hottub... which i plan on doing this week a  few times! some drama occurred when KD didn't want many ppl there and a few ppl came and he told them to leave and then they got all hateful towards us because we were there... but whatever ha.  sat. night was cooler.  we went to BG for the boys bball game which they won!! what an exciting game!  double over time! and on to regionals to play the #1 team in the state!!!!  I got to see Moo and Kay at the game!! i was so excited... i even got to meet Gahagan finally!! hes a cute one moo :) Molly claims she hasnt cut her hair...but it looks shorter!  and i got to see her new tattoo! very cute... Kay got a hair cut and some color....not brunette tho :P I can't wait till me molly and kay get to hang out soon!  miss those girls dearly... after the game we went to Alyssa's sisters house and partied it up... Good times!  except for the part where i puked like an hour after we started drinking... you'll have that i guess! today i felt really shitty tho... not enough sleep and too much alcohol.. it'll get ya... its only 10 till 9 and im ready to go to bed...so i think im goin to! feedback

Remeber the good times.... [03 Mar 2005|10:30pm] So today started out kinda shitty... I woke up feeling like crap so I didnt go to school again... for the third day this week! oh well, so I'll have some work to catch up on.  I layed around all day and watched tv and slept.  I then went to the school to help with the cheerleading tryouts for next years season.  It was so much fun being with all those girls.  At the end, all of the varsity girls stayed after for a few minutes and just remembered all of the good times we had during the season.  We were laughing...... and crying!  For us seniors... the last time dealing with ne thing cheerleading related in high school... for the underclassmen, they were upset that we werent going to be there next year.  For the "four" of us, (samantha, kyrsten, amanda, and I)... we were pretty upset.  The four of us have been cheering together for 3 years... and its always been the "original four".  So in order to put a final end to our year, we decided to go sit on the 50 yard line of the football field (where most of our memories took place) and discussed the past three years, and how much fun they were.  Of course, our best year ever, was our junior year.  No drama, no fighting, no nothing.  ALL FUN.  it was 4 juniors and 4 seniors..... moo, kay, ashley, and kala...kyrsten, amanda, samantha and me... these were the girls that made ever minute of cheering worth while... this year we missed moo and kay so much... it wasnt even funny.... but as we looked at it that way.... the junior girls are looking at it like that with us..... they are gonna miss us the way we missed moo and kay.  so as for today.... we "closed the gate" to our cheerleading careers......... but we left it open a little bit, for when the spring comes along and the weather is warmer... so we can again, sit on the football field in warmth.... and enjoy every moment of it.  As we were walking off, i just took a look around... and i smelt the popcorn, i heard the band and the fans, i saw the football team warming up and the tracker backers drinking their boose.... but most of all.... i had that feeling that i got every time i walked on or off of that field.... the spirit and love i had for being a cheerleader.  The spirit and love i had for the game, for every time i heard SMABB play "HEY!"....the love i grew to share for these girls!  I love you all so much!!! thanks for the great memories of high school cheer!! never to be forgotten! feedback

today is blah... kinda like the weather... [28 Feb 2005|01:31pm] [ mood | sad ] this morning i woke up feeling like shit with red poofy eyes and really not feeling like going to school... i went any way... and took my govt test that i had no time what so ever to study for this weekend...and prolly failed.. which will result in failing this quarter... and then making next quarter and the exam a "must pass" senario... what would i pay to be in high school another year............. not a penny.  well i wont have to be there for the next two days... although i would rather be there than where i have to be.  i have the viewing tomm. and the funeral and burial on wed... im def. not looking forward to either.. its going to be rough.  sometimes when u need someone there the most... they just arent.  tough reality.  i miss kay and moo.. i was getting so excited to see them this weekend and spend the whole nite like we used to...i'm really hoping that we can still get together.. we will just have to wait and see what happens.. on a lighter note... amanda and i had to make up the cheer and chant last nite for the high school cheerleading tryouts that start this week.  we made it very cute and very challenging... im glad that i get to sit back and relax and watch this year instead of struggle and be frustrated with learning the cheer dance tumbling making up a cheer and all that stuff... we have the boys bball game on wed in BG.. which i think i will be home for and able to go to.. its kinda exciting.. this is the first time (since i can remember or have been in high school) that our boys bball team has made it out of sectionals! so other than that... its been one of those blah rainy days... but as for now im going to go work on my scrapbooks... feedback

i'll miss you grandma... [27 Feb 2005|03:26pm] [ mood | sad ] so today has been very hectic around the house... my grandma had a stroke last monday and has been in the hospital ever since and she must have had a sudden heartattack last nite.. and past away this morning...the viewing and funeral are this week... and my mom was supposed to be in california for work...shes been trying to change her flights all day.. but all together its going to cost her $1000 extra to just change her flight and its putting more and more stress on her with the death and everything... i havent felt up to doing much today...possibly because i have a massive hangover too, but yeah... last nice was pretty crazy...me and mr. captain, both, were finished....resulting in a morning of headaches and parch mouth. i didnt go to sleep last nite till like 5 b/c my sister was home and we sat and chilled for a little bit. it was really nice actually. our boys bball team won on friday night the sectional championship and they play on wednesday in bowling green against wasseon. i'm hopeing to be able to make it...but it all depends on the viewing and funeral arrangements this week. i was also looking forward to going to OU on friday and staying with kay and moo, but that might have to change as well... today im supposed to make up a cheer and a chant for the high school cheer tryouts which are all this week... but i prolly wont be able to make those either... i would still really like to be involved.. i just cant think of a damn cheer or chant tho... oh well i'm sure it will come to me... but my head is still spinning and hurting...and i just dont feel myself im going back to bed for a while... bye love ya feedback

Congrats bball boys:) [26 Feb 2005|01:18am] Soooo...today was sorta mixed around and crazy. Some drama, always, and some disasters and victories :) The boys bball team won the sectional title and move on to BG to play in the first round of Districts on Wednesday against Waseon high school. they played at lima senior tonight, that new school is awesome! pretty exciting game tho, i lost my voice for the most part. after that fiely flippin left me alyssa and amanda in lima without a ride back home so Jenny and Anna had to come back and get us. ughhh.. i got a call from Moo today... but too bad it wasnt her calling it was a nice boy names phil that left a msg saying call for a good time... so i called him but no good time happened ha. (moo i still have to meet gahagan!!!) When we got back to SM tonight, we got a call to go to the school cuz it was on fire! it was insane we thought that it was like blazing insanly.. but it was just the boilers in the basement that caught on fire.. so pry not much damage.. but there was a buncha smoke that we could see. I'm so pumped for next weekend to go see Kay especially since Moo is going too! 3 captains and we are set :) only 6 more days!!!! weeeeee... my gma isn't doin so well.. she had a stroke the beginning of the week and isnt in the best condition... my mom wants me to go to west virginia with them to see her, but its kinda touchy... i hate seeing ppl in hospitals or sick or that dont even know your there...bad memories...so who knows.. otherwise i will be heading to cincy tomm. but as for now im goin to bed nite love ya! feedback

Long day.... [23 Feb 2005|12:29am] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | my sound doesnt work ] Today was a very long day. I had to go to school till 11:00 and then work untill 3:30 (which is a usual school day for me) and then tutor some cute little 7th grade boy till 4:30, and then my boss was too lazy and couldnt "lock the door at work" and made me come in for 1/2 hour to close since the other girl had to leave 1/2 hour early. gayyyy... and then I waited for my friend Lyssie to get ready to go to the New Bremen bball tourny game, which they won. I was so excited to see Alyssa b/c she had been in Florida for the long weekend... eee she brought me back this kickass coaster cup thing... that has a cd disc in it and you put it into your computer and it has over 4,000 different kind of drinks you can make! i cant wait to try it out :D This weekend was kind of crazy tho...talk about nothing to do and high emotional level going on. i had some break downs.. especially when Kay read her paper to me. It was lovely. But it makes me miss cheerleading so much. I wanted to try out for cheerleading at UC, but decided way too late. Mainly because of Moo... trying out at Kent state and ended up making it and enjoying it... and because i miss it so much. I think instead i'm going to try out for the dance team this year, and possibly my soph. year try out for cheerleading. we will see how things work out and end up for that matter. I can't wait for March 4th weekend... I'm going to Ohio Univiersity to stay with Kay... and Moo is coming down as well! its going to be quite the reunion of the good ole summer nights of sitting in moo's garage and drinking some beer and those cheap bottles of wine that were kick ass :) but.. i do have to think we are going to be saluting the captain all nite! cuz he will kick us on our ass! I'm so excited.. it will be the first time we have all 3 been together since the new year!...even tho that doesnt really count cuz that nite was too crazy i didnt see either of them for more than 10 mins! So i am pumped for ou!!!... School is def. winding down quickly... only like 13 weeks left of high schoool! how time flys by so quick. I know that i cant wait to get outta here and go to college.. but i know how much im going to miss this place. i know kay and moo are so right in everything they say that i'm going to go to college and never want to come home until midyear... maybe hehe :) who knows.. but its 12:30 and i need my rest! nite loads of love :) feedback

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